Somewhere in the depths of my new Mac, in a series of pictures taken on this day, there's one of Micah sitting with the foal's head in her lap. The excitement about the potential offered by my new laptop is eclipsed by the frustration of not knowing how the hell to work it. I've been to four training sessions and, yet, don't know the basics. Trying to organize my pictures has driven me to tears more than once. I'm extremely fragile.